But
But
And I wanted to tell her my dream that she would be satisfied with me / that the importance she ascribed to having an actively nonmonogamous sexual life would fade / that in my mind she would find a community as diverse as any / in my hands would be revealed a language of new gestures / in my face were unfamiliar expressions waiting to emerge / in my voice were the murmurs of many / that I had been building / I had been learning / had been storing / was ready / but